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OK, so you have some how found your way to my blog... all I can say is I DO NOT APOLOGIZE for any of the content of this blog. This is the TRUE account and thought of what I have been through and what I am thinking and how GOD is changing who I am today to make me a NEW NICHOLE in the future. I must WARN you now, that I am not a writer, I am simply putting my words on something to read and reflect on. This may get personal, but it IS ME!

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Purposefully Distracted?

So I wrote earlier that I felt like I just could not focus, and I was talking to Ali and Mesha and realized after a comment from Ali that this lack of focus might just be an answer to my prayers! I have prayed to have certain thoughts taken from me if they were not things that God would have me think about...could this just be God's way of taking those thoughts from me...has He just made me "numb" to everything to keep me from wandering to thoughts not of Him? So still I WAIT UPON THE LORD, and eagerly pour myself out to Him in all FAITH that He will answer my prayers to be consumed by Him and He will draw me near as a Father would His ONLY child. I am not His only child, but I would never feel as tho I wasn't...He will give ME His undivided attention even tho I cannot do the same for Him. He is God and I am just a weak Lamb waiting to be led to the waters so that I might drink...I thirst for my saviours tears of joy to fall as He draws me into His arms.He is faithful and I WILL RECIEVE! AMEN
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  1. MeshaMay 7, 2010 at 2:47 PM

    I'm loving this Nic, great way to express and process what you're feeling and/or thinking. Keeping waiting...

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  2. AnonymousMay 8, 2010 at 5:42 AM

    Being numb isnt always a bad thing- just remember dont turn yourself completely off babe. I do it too often since all this happened, and it causes you to doubt. God is there, even when you dont feel Him --> He is there. His ways are not our ways. That scripture is one that has presented itself to me so MANY times the past 6 months. I LOVE YOU! Keep writing, ITS AWESOME!!!

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