I am honestly NOT feeling God with me for the last couple of days. I feel like He has left a handprint on my COLD COLD heart with His warm hand, one just to evaporate. You know when you touch something like a COLD mirror with your warm hand, it leaves a print that quickly evaporates.I felt Him so strongly for a couple of days, my heart was so on fire and my prayers were so passion filled and now I just cannot stay focused. I went to a worship service last night, HOPING to have Him FILL ME, I wanted Him to CONSUME me and I just did not feel Him. I know that my relationship is not a FEELING based relationship, but to not feel God at all? I just feel EMPTY. The only thing I know to do... I will WAIT on the LORD!
Heavenly Father~
Now, as I sit and type, as I continue on in my day, I pray that you consume me. I LONG to feel your tug at my heart again. I pray that my eyes, heart and mind be open to YOU. If I am not seeing what YOU are showing me then Lord please take the blinders from my eyes, If I am not hearing what you are saying to me then Lord please meke me Def to the world, If I am not feeling you with me as you rain down love on me then Lord please pull me a little closer. I WANT to hear you, I WANT to see you, and I MOST ASSUREDLY WANT to feel you. I LONG TO BE IN YOUR PRESENCE!
AMEN
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...and Amen! I know it's DEFINITELY hard when we don't necessarily "feel" him but you are right, WAIT on the LORD. :) And WOW, that analogy with God's hand on your heart - perfectly painted picture of that feeling and I think it puts to words what we have ALL felt. He's never stopped passionately pursuing us, even when he called out and we've refused to listen - keep pursuing him when you are calling out and it "SEEMS" as though he's not answering. He's listening...
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